today, I did what I was supposed to do. I felt in control of my destiny i showed up for everyone, including myself. tested just enough, connected just enough detached just enough, well-fed, hydrated, exercised, stretched, rested, bathed, coached, trained, made the call, caffeinated, conversed, made a plan and followed it, flirted, ogled, flexed, shared … Continue reading
on the right path
stuff that I used to feel, I don’t feel anymore I don’t pick my teeth anymore, am i less stressed? I’m moving at a new pace, I’m making new plans I’m taking time for myself, I’m learning how to say what I mean, I’ve leaving fear behind I’m saying what is, and understanding more the … Continue reading
not much to write about
I like not having much to write about I feel the settling more and more some parts are falling and landing differently than i imagined other parts, I never imagined. filling in holes I didn’t perceive thinking lots of thoughts but not as much action right now, but that’s okay. I’m having more conversations, I’m … Continue reading
Rhythm
The downs always come back up on the day or hour or week finding my rhythm is the trick finding the trick to help me control my rhythm control isn’t what I want but oddly, it is what i’m always working on checking my impulse talking myself down holding on to what I’ve got … Continue reading
paying off
keeping track is paying off asking for help is paying off crying more is paying off asking more questions is paying off training more is paying off politely saying no is paying off holding back is paying off planning ahead is paying off taking it slow is paying off trusting my gut is paying off … Continue reading
enough editing for tonight
enough editing for tonight putting things in their place takes time and has its cost refining is the same as committing burning of the unused and detrimental i can’t afford that kind of energy in my life. putting things in their place means I know what I need taking my time and weighing the cost … Continue reading
