Not considering the past, but remembering with tear-filled eyes. There are things I must do to live, Breathe, move, feed, fight, fuck. Not too much has changed, and the Universe around me remains in flux. What is it we look back on? Our fear, our loss, our anger, our war? “Do you remember where you … Continue reading

Energy Cannot Be Destroyed

Understanding that nothing really ends knowing that my choice was authentic doing the math, solving the equation, even if I may not like the answer harnessing my grief, working it out allowing what I feel to flow through me channeling my hurt to move, even if I might not like where I go. Believing all … Continue reading

Too Much to Ask

Inadequate.   Inept.   Insufficient. Out.                   In.          Out. Where does a person’s worth come from? When did we learn to hate ourselves? When did we learn to fear each other?   We hold so tightly to tradition our ancestors history is so important used to … Continue reading

Not Enough Time

The longer days seem to go by so quick The shorter days seem to drag on I’m not keeping track of the date I just keep going to the same places I just keep running in to the same people But this time it works   The patterns make sense the routine comes with built-in … Continue reading

Longest Day of The Year

The longest day of the year Summer begins, longer days mean more work A time to push out, to expand, to grow renegotiating boundaries push the envelope Eu-stress, the joy of thriving under pressure such a good place to start I’m excited to be doing what I’m doing and I still miss things I’ve done … Continue reading


Another year gone by, I made it somehow, that seems like enough. But, I’ve learned that enough is not what I want So, I’ve found a way to give more I’ve found a way to create what I believe, I’ve found a way to become what I imagine an ideal human being to be. Not … Continue reading