These days never stop. I can’t remember the last time I didn’t have 10 things to think about.
But, I feel the buzz.
So much of the time its hard to want to stop. these days it feels like I’ve found a nice groove, and it doesn’t feel like a rut.
I’m really trying to be better every day. I’m really trying to change the world. I’m really trying to find myself by helping other people find themselves. Because the sun is back, because the dark has finally receded, at least for a while.
Sometimes I understand that I am solar powered and I understand the natural cycle I feel as the seasons pass and understand my place in the history of this Universe. I no longer believe in Gods or demons because I’ve recognized both in myself and I’ve seen both in the people around me.
Where was I going with this? what I wanted to say was that it feels good to be pushing myself and I think you should too. I’ll not resign myself to the silly bullshit I hear other people talk about. I’m glad to have learned how to talk to myself in a way that benefits me and allows me to always reach for what is coming next.
If you aren’t cheering for yourself, how can you expect other people to support and encourage you? never let a day go by when you don’t talk yourself through something and come out successful.