It seems like every week there is a new level
A new challenge that keeps me getting a good grip
and holding on for dear life and I pull it off
meaning, I haven’t gone hungry or worn dirty clothes
or felt anymore cold than what I allow myself to feel
So, how do I ask for help? Who do I ask? Why would I ask?
I don’t mind living this way, but do I thrive?
What could I be doing better? More of? less of?
The overthinking sometimes keeps me from action
and sometimes being prro makes me feel impotent.
Because I can’t provide? because I have no status? because I know I’m not working as hard as I can?
How long can this go on? Who will let go first?
The potential spinout worries me, how many will feel the