It seems like every week there is a new level

A new challenge that keeps me getting a good grip

and holding on for dear life and I pull it off

meaning, I haven’t gone hungry or worn dirty clothes

or felt anymore cold than what I allow myself to feel


So, how do I ask for help? Who do I ask? Why would I ask?

I don’t mind living this way, but do I thrive?

What could I be doing better? More of? less of?

The overthinking sometimes keeps me from action

and sometimes being prro makes me feel impotent.


Because I can’t provide? because I have no status? because I know I’m not working as hard as I can?

How long can this go on? Who will let go first?

The potential spinout worries me, how many will feel the


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