I’m totally not sure how things go from here, with so many people counting on me, expecting me to always be the thing I am most of the time.
Is it pride or ego to defend my decisions? Is there a right way to live? Isn’t effort enough?
A quote rings in my head, “There is no try, only DO”.
But that just means the choice I made, is what it was, and nothing else.
Who else should I ask before I act? Is my own reason not enough? Is my own life not worthy, that I can call my own shots?
The Buddha whispers to me “breathe in, feel. breath out, share”.
Your pain is what I feel, and there is no TRUTH beyond what you and I say.