I like not having much to write about

I feel the settling more and more

some parts are falling and landing

differently than i imagined

other parts, I never imagined.

filling in holes I didn’t perceive

thinking lots of thoughts but not as

much action right now, but that’s okay.

I’m having more conversations, I’m feeling

my way through interactions, not rushing

but maybe less urgent than I should be.

A few days away, a reset,

disconnecting, reconnecting, tuning in,

dropping out, just to stay sane.

I can feel myself moving in the directions

I want to be going, and the changes

are feeling more and more life real life.