what I’m finding now is my way back

what I’m find now is a voice, no longer choked back by smoke.

what I’m learning now is what I want, I must earn.

what I’m learning now is that I can define truth and what it means for me.

what I’m seeing now is a clarity I’ve longed for, but couldn’t achieve.

what I’m working for now is the freedom to do the work I feel called to do.

what I’m looking for is authenticity, from myself as much as from you.

what I’m looking for is a release from this meatsuit, transcendence.

what I’m feeling is open and vulnerable

what I’m feeling is my feelings

what I’m feeling is what its like to be you.

what I know is not very much

what I know is not enough

what I’m talking about is worth listening to

what I’m saying is all stuff that’s been said before.

what I’m here for is everything you’ve got.