AntiThesis

Seeing new faces intrigues me and piques my curiosity regarding the human condition Seeing new places intrigues me and reminds me how sheltered I am in my little corner of the Universe. Staring in to someone else’s eyes wondering how they let themselves go so far down that dark road of self-destruction, brings sadness in … Continue reading

These Days

these days I find myself taking less chances and doubling down on a sure bet   These days I find myself thinking too much about what needs remembering   these days I’m not setting goals, but I’m still shooting my shot   These days I’m not making plans but I’m still taking steps on The … Continue reading

Novelty

chasing novelty never gets old. I’ll try anything once, and then again, as long as its different that before. I’ll try anything I haven’t done with anyone I haven’t done it with before. I find myself nonplussed by the new and titillating. I find myself sitting back and twiddling my thumbs as all the colors … Continue reading

loose ends

like the bit of celery stuck in your back teeth tickling your tongue and tonsils like the end of a joint, pinched between quarters burning lips and fingers like a suicide note, written but never sent an eternal “what if” like never saying the words you meant and never getting another chance like memories that … Continue reading

Today

today, I did what I was supposed to do. I felt in control of my destiny i showed up for everyone, including myself. tested just enough, connected just enough detached just enough, well-fed, hydrated, exercised, stretched, rested, bathed, coached, trained, made the call, caffeinated, conversed, made a plan and followed it, flirted, ogled, flexed, shared … Continue reading

on the right path

stuff that I used to feel, I don’t feel anymore I don’t pick my teeth anymore, am i less stressed? I’m moving at a new pace, I’m making new plans I’m taking time for myself, I’m learning how to say what I mean, I’ve leaving fear behind I’m saying what is, and understanding more the … Continue reading