what I’m finding now is my way back what I’m find now is a voice, no longer choked back by smoke.   what I’m learning now is what I want, I must earn. what I’m learning now is that I can define truth and what it means for me.   what I’m seeing now is … Continue reading


Seeing new faces intrigues me and piques my curiosity regarding the human condition Seeing new places intrigues me and reminds me how sheltered I am in my little corner of the Universe. Staring in to someone else’s eyes wondering how they let themselves go so far down that dark road of self-destruction, brings sadness in … Continue reading

These Days

these days I find myself taking less chances and doubling down on a sure bet   These days I find myself thinking too much about what needs remembering   these days I’m not setting goals, but I’m still shooting my shot   These days I’m not making plans but I’m still taking steps on The … Continue reading


chasing novelty never gets old. I’ll try anything once, and then again, as long as its different that before. I’ll try anything I haven’t done with anyone I haven’t done it with before. I find myself nonplussed by the new and titillating. I find myself sitting back and twiddling my thumbs as all the colors … Continue reading

loose ends

like the bit of celery stuck in your back teeth tickling your tongue and tonsils like the end of a joint, pinched between quarters burning lips and fingers like a suicide note, written but never sent an eternal “what if” like never saying the words you meant and never getting another chance like memories that … Continue reading


today, I did what I was supposed to do. I felt in control of my destiny i showed up for everyone, including myself. tested just enough, connected just enough detached just enough, well-fed, hydrated, exercised, stretched, rested, bathed, coached, trained, made the call, caffeinated, conversed, made a plan and followed it, flirted, ogled, flexed, shared … Continue reading